she stared out the window, reflection of raindrops like th skys tears
constillatoins of stars which hold the secrets of millionsof years
above her she gazed at the wonders called heaven
and she wonderd what it would be like...to go there
slowly and carefully she swayed from her trance and awakened
opened up the window and embraced a cold icy blast of night which left her shaken
heaving herself up on the ledge she dangled her feet playfully over the edge
lite up a solumn cigarrette and drew in that hot smoky breath
cautiously exhaling she watched the smoke float upwards to the stars
and wondered if she would ever make it that far
all her life she had wised she had wings such like a birds
or sang like a robin, or had shakespears way with words
nothing had ever went right in her life, she felt a likke pessimistic
but on occasionsly like this...on such a clear night she couldnt help but fell only optimistic
she knew things would get better no matter how hard she failed
and she knew that for once in her life she meant something
for once she had pride in her every vein
and no more would she feel one ounce of pain
as he let the cigarrette drop from her hand she watched it cascade down the fligts
as the light on the end dissapeared slowly into the night
she smiled..becasue thats how her hate felt inside her
burning away.but soon it would be extinguished
wihtout much hesitation she got up and got dressed
relived she had found out how to relieve her stress
and walked out of her appartement after drwoing it with petrol
set alight tot he door frame and watched te fires beautiful petals
engluf the whole doorway which she had closed, shuttin in all her secrets
adn shed replenished her sould and hear heart to the deepest
as se walked away from the building which was burning to the ground
she felt her hate burn away..without the slightest of sounds