can you feel this, peling scabbing scrapping?
can you see this?
constant flow unbareable since the beginnig?
I use these words in a constant flow
these words use me
fuse me like stinging hot coal.
white and then red and blue with my passion to write what I feel and never have misconceptions.

constant as fucking,
to procreate and then leave her hindered.
I saw that word in a dream and nothing could make that line clearer.

like a great book I see the words turn into plot turn into feeling.
a Palhnuik and keats a vonagatt isn't half bad neither.

sometimes I feel the need to feind the need to need and want what i cant see. perhaps I am just a bit greedy but from news casts to t.v. all I see is what i should be needing. and inter net posts they get erased and then stole.
from admin's and hackers nothings safe nothings sacred.
everything we take for granted.

tons of thoughts only one thread at a time one per day it can't be done. not then and not this time.

you do hear me do not lie.
I see these words stream line they burn across your eyes.

into the night I flee I jump. intio the light into my life. out of your site......

once when ZI was younge I dragged a story on for shits giggles and fun. it went on for weks not a thing I could do would make it seace....and then came my day I put childish things away and slept on my grave and saw things through the eyes of myself when I am old and grey.

off the top of the head this is a giv'in but give it a break...cause from novles to scripts everyhing has been hand written.


let me know.......