...............this is to all da soldierz and trooperz whoz life is kurupted by bad shit....dont give up....heres my story

...born in to poverty, me and my mama, backz against da wind
she had her second child at 23, and i became da fatha of him
i hated this world, why did this have to fuckin happen to me
i wouldnt let go of da anger inside...i jus couldnt let it be
then came the devilz from hell....terror is what they brought
evil came in, took over my lifeless life, and this is what i thought...
.......... Fuck em all.....but this aint my world no more
shit, watched my future fall and crash.....broken on da floor
like my life was holdin da handle.....and my fate closed da door
bury my self in sorrow....fillin empty cups wit empty drinks
if i where a type of animal.....then my life is drivin me extinct
my battle tactiucs had failed....now i had to stop drop and think
lik a sno ball the as i got bigga pain kept growin and growin
lik i had a big ass hole in my body, but fuckin no one was sowin
tried 2 turn my life around, but i was just such a fuckin fool
it was one thing after anotha, lik i was swimin in an empty pool
then bitches kept playin me, afta a while i jus couldnt fall in love
turned 2 a lif of crime, pac influenced, mamas lil boy was a thug
cockin gun afta gun loadin clip afta clip, hated this shit, sick of it
then i jus had dropped the weaponz, i knew that i had to admit
open the church doorz ,and i went to the alter , and jus prayed
let god and jesus into my heart,......then the evil as dismayed
to all the trooperz, if u take godz handz, u can climb da boulderz
this is advice from a warrior.....a story........for da soldierz.........

............much love yall