years after years i lost to the struggle
troubled fears got me in tears, like no one loves you
trained to aim at the sky, never to kill
drinkin 40's to pass time, smokin blunts just to chill
my enemys are my closests friends, until the end
family and drugs got me fucked up, enuff said
this time im ready to die, please god take me up
delusions spark a fuse, releasin rage, fuckin me up
insane to the holy, but i still starve for my reign
to be leader for my niggas who dont have any game
to show them how to play a bitch, for head
make a page of a song, but my lifes the livin dead
i'll never be ahead, probaly dead before i reach eigthteen......
theres to much pain.