I fucking miss you, and theres no words to explain it
When im tryin ta get you off my mind, thats when the pain hits
Like a full on blitz, and im too bull-headed to admit
That my world has gone to shit, ever since our lives split
I dont know if i can make it, I feel dazed and confused
Now I gotta smoke a blunt just so i can steady my views
You can put yourself in my shoes, but you cant get inside my head
You could never feel my emotions, or taste the tears that ive shed
Or the witness pain that ive bled, my love is like an open wound
My soul is missing a string, the melody of my life is out of tune
But still i sing to myself, its the only way to escape my mind
In a sky full of dullen nickels, you were a dime that shined
*Zoom zip*, lets rewind, to the very first time we kissed
Love didnt yet exist, and it was one of the MANY firsts on your list
I was privelaged, enough, to be the man to take your flower
But leave it to me to take the sweetness of this virgin, and make it sour
I feel dirty still after showers, cause ive been digging myself a hole
Im so far down I cant go back, I know nobody, not even my soul
Its out of my controll, the pomegranite is too far from my reach
Now the only thing i get my hands on, is the more common peach
And it can never be enough, no matter how sweet the fruit
I will hate myself forever, its a never ending self dispute
My mind cant compute, what i was thinking when i hurt you
I broke the only promise i ever made, and that was to stay true
If i cant even do that, how could i ever trust myself again
I cant even stand the stench of myself, because im sucha rotton person
I seem to make things worsen, when im just trying to move on
You know every step i make, I'm walking on white carpet with shoes on
And every time i take a step, I want to trace my prints back to you
But like a cake at a birthday party, by everybody ive been cut into
And been cut in two, cause you and me together, we were a whole
But for the last two months together, i could hear the drumroll
I knew it was gonna happen, it was inevitable
By writing and admitting all this, i have swollowed my pride whole
Im not usually emotional, but thinking of you brings a tear to my eye
I know were not together, but i couldnt handle you with another guy
Even though im with another girl, i know that my words now sound selfish
But if i had a magic genie right now, you would be my only wish


This is what happened.... how i broke the only promise i made to her