Responded to; DthsMissingAngel, ~RaPiDfIrE~, BrokenWings

I sat with you for two weeks, Dad, you were bad,
I couldn't decide whether to be sad, or even mad,
After the doctor told us you probably would die,
I cried out all the tears I could cry from my eyes,
I couldn't face the family, I went out with friends,
I thought about our life together, this couldn't be the end,
Then I had to go to the hospital, nothing could prepare me,
For the tubes I saw, and my knees just impaired me,
Losing my family was the only thing that scared me,
Im facing my fears now, I'm facing losing you,
Without you I really dont know what the familys gunna do,
You mean a lot to me, even though I know we fight,
I know I dont show it all the time but I need you in my life,
I need to have the chance to just tell you how much I care,
I need to tell you how much I really need you there,
They didnt expect you to live past a certain day,
I didnt always have a strong belief in God, but all I did was pray,
I told him "God, please don't let my daddy die, I need him,
I know the chances of him are living are really slim,
but my life will be nothing without him living in it,
I cant live without him, and now I'll really admit it,
I promise I'll do better, wont disrespect him anymore,
I promise I won't treat him bad like I always did before,
Oh god please... please just let my daddy live..."
And now I'm thanking him, because that's what he did.
For a while there though, I didnt think you would...
Daddy, you're alive, and things are different, but good,
You're fine now, you're alive, you're doing well..
You being better makes up for those two weeks of hell.

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