Got really Blitzified Last night..

Dear universe/god..whatever u go by
Life is so confusing and I just wanna know why

Im writing you cuz it seems that u wont answer my calls?
Whuts in store? Are u planning it all.. Or am I here taking a stand just to fall
I got plans that are tall..so why cant I see over the counter.. attack?
Im trapped and these padded walls aint bouncin me back
Alas im commin into a realm of realization
Life aint plain?..im just stationed in the cock pit with little information
Search for god if u think that u must..now I see he just a symbol of us
It begins with a trust to my heart right?
Well with every beat I feel im beginning to start life?

So why should this world end..? seems ur blind or defeated
Universe..check it out, lemme speak my mind to teach these kids


Everyone needs to realize heaven and hell aint a place designed
It’s a state of mind..that you can change in time..no fates assigned
But we blind..trapped in all the lies that have stalled our rise
Always felt sorry for ourselves..well now we must apologize
To our lives..imagine if only had one more week on this earth
Would u shun life.. Or would u seek out its worth?
Live everyday like its ya last..tommorow is never gauranteed
And to every errant seed I know sometimes it seems u can barely breathe..
Even in a earth of oxygen..seems we prefer the toxins
Surrounded by positive but we only see tha negative..u sure u want this?

U still readin god?
When death becomes us….?

As for an eternal resting place.. The soul is an insomniac?
With each dead body shedded comes a new one crawlin back
Flashbacks..da ja vu..credit them to the afterlife
It’s crazy..the former shadows stirred when u grasp the light
For some its black as night..and they cant find their way
legs..arms..brain..they all gone but the mind.. It stays
stays within you..it’s a simple design?
you, me, ya whole family.. just a wrinkle in time..
but souls are everlasting.. passing the physical
it was biblical..but rationalization have made those veiws cynical?

universe..u planted a seed in me with a simple dream
I lost it..but realized the only true answers are within me