This is something I recently wrote and it is the one that means everything to me. Out of all of the poems that I have written, this is the one that TRUELY came from my heart. I would very much appreciate feedback. This one had to be posted because of my 3 babys that left me. One in particular...Josh. Thank you for all of your support. From tha heart....


The wind blows softly as the storm slowly comes in…
It grows darker and faintly cooler…
As lightning flickers in the clouds, the wind accelerates…
The clouds come in quicker…
Being able to watch them roll in ever so quickly…

A calm feeling overcomes me as the storm starts…
Drops of rain fall from the magnificently painted clouds…
As if you were living in an oil painting…
All of the colors mixed together…
As if rain had touched them already…

Lightning generously lights up the sky…
And thunder accumulates afterwards…
As if it were an uncontrollable force…
The sound of the thunder relaxes me fully…
Allowing me to forget the everyday worries and remember…

Remembering good times I’ve had…
With the ones I love…
Laughs and tears…
Love, life, and then the thing that took you away…
Death…

I remember the day I found you…
And the day we layed you down to rest…
That one rainy day…
As if the angels were even crying because you were leaving earth…
The endless nights I’ve had, the endless tears…

I remember staying up crying…
Not being able to get close to anyone…
I loved you so and you died…
My baby boi left us all…
He was taken from us too early…

The anniversary of the day you died grows nearer…
I think of you and how much I wish you were here…
To hear your voice and feel your touch…
Just one last kiss, one last hug…
One last memory…

Rain is my tears…
Continuously falling and no way to stop…
Thunder is my cries I have…
Screaming because of pain…
All because my baby boi was taken too soon…

My cries grow louder as the pain grows larger…
Mental breakage becomes me as everything shatters around me…
My hopes, dreams, and all feelings of joy…
I’m so alone in the darkness…
Surrounded by darkness and tears…

A long storm, neverending…
The pain of you being gone is the same…
I cry myself to the point of exhaustion…
The sound of the storm calms me once again…
As I fall into a deep sleep filled with memories…

Good and bad, happy and sad…
Warming to see you once again in my dreams…
To see that cheezy smile and dorky laugh…
The one we all know so well…

The team misses you, especially me…
Anyone who knew you, knew you were pure…
As if you were an angel on earth…

Maybe that is why you lead me to him…
Wizard, you were my baby boi and I love you…
We all do and always will.



This is dedicated to “The Baby Boi” of our group. To Wizard aka: Josh. May he R.I.P. We all love you JRB and always will.