“Questioning My Existence ft. Scenario”

Intro Talk
Priest: Paramik, I’ve been hearing about your anger and thoughts lately…
Me: I gotta find out this existence… why wont God tell me?
Me: Well, it’s too much I got so many questions… I need my answers…
Priest: Calm yourself it will come soon enough…
Me: I got too many shit stuck in my fucking head… now its time to let it out…
*walks out of the church*

*Echo*
I got so many questions (so many I’m stuck)
I got so many questions (so many I’m stuck)
My mind keeps urging me, I fell like I’m fucked
My mind keeps urging me, I fell like I’m fucked

I got so many troubles in my life how the fuck can I be living then.
Keeping my hopes up, I always try but fuck that I’m failing again.
Got too many thoughts in my head, so instead should I quit this?
To many unanswered questions, I don’t even know if God exists.
So I’m stuck with too many thoughts and too many fucking questions.
I got aggression with obsession of existence killings a suggestion.
Too complicated, it’s the people of what problems were created.
To many hatred, but who’s to blame?, all problems are related.
I wonder is it God who is punishing us, giving us more trouble?
Like a world of pretend, most of our hopes are buried in rubble.
The sinners in a world of no winners they have polluted the earth.
Is this Gods plan for it to be, or was God’s creation just not worth.

Chorus
Im thinking about all this bullshit, while writing this verse. (This verse)
Is this the world I know today, or is just getting worse?
My minds going in reverse, I see the future flying in my head.
Or should I just stop my thinking, and not look ahead.
I’m speaking this aloud, though God still won’t give a sign.
I’m not making through it, like getting jail after a life of crime.
God says “don’t question your existence” fuck im doing it now.
So I’m speaking my mind though God never had it allowed.

Scenarios verse
I’m still the same person but I’ll admit I was foolish and soft.
And how did I go from knowing to becoming so clueless and lost?
I’ve been calling for God, while I sit waiting, ready for some help.
I know nobody wanna see another me so they put red on my belt.
Trying to concentrate on the task, I sometimes get ahead of myself.
But for some reason no matter how hard I try He never responds.
And I’m praying that before I hit my 20 my problems will be gone.
Never had to think this hard when I was young, not once at all.
It’s like I got a barrier set up around me, and it takes months to fall.
Why won't God respond, not even a hint or even one simple sign.
Cause The only thing that keeps me going is the verses in my lines
and i know they all gonna miss me when my bodies laid out straight like wrinkle line.

Chorus
Im thinking about all this bullshit, while writing this verse. (This verse)
Is this the world I know today, or is just getting worse?
My minds going in reverse, I see the future flying in my head.
Or should I just stop my thinking, and not look ahead.
I’m speaking this aloud, though God still won’t give a sign.
I’m not making through it, like getting jail after a life of crime.
God says “don’t question your existence” fuck im doing it now.
So I’m speaking my mind though God never had it allowed.

I was praying for your support, the fact is you never helped me.
And since you are the right hand, is it just because im a lefty?
I’m not sure about writings in the bible, about Adam and Eve.
Were they the first couple to fuck, or were we just deceived?
I’m wondering how I’m living then, How did I first came to life?
Fuck a knife, I’m fucking being tortured by this mental strife.
So that why I’m following my conscience cause I don’t believe.
Asking the priest and looking for the answers I can achieve.
I don’t believe in this shit, I stick to the theories of science.
Reliance on the theories, its obvious, god’s giving me defiance.
Looking for my answers, and I’m willing to travel the distance.
None knows my answer, I’m beginning to deny my existence.

Chorus
Im thinking about all this bullshit, while writing this verse. (This verse)
Is this the world I know today, or is just getting worse?
My minds going in reverse, I see the future flying in my head.
Or should I just stop my thinking, and not look ahead.
I’m speaking this aloud, though God still won’t give a sign.
I’m not making through it, like getting jail after a life of crime.
God says “don’t question your existence” fuck im doing it now.
So I’m speaking my mind though God never had it allowed.

*Echo*
Looking for my answers, and I’m willing to travel the distance.
None knows my answer, I’m beginning to deny my existence.

Outro Talk
ME: Yeah, fuck it….
Me: Now you know why, know give me a sign…
*walks back to Church*

*Surprisingly a Large roll of and old scripture falls down on one of the benches, Paramik notices it and gets it………………………………………… ……*

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Guess who?...

...Paramik Fuckin'...

...Owns You!

Yea finnaly my best piece yet... Ft. scenario...
everything done by me except the 2d verse...
Thanks scenario for collabin'

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Guess who?...

...Paramik Fuckin'...

...Owns You!

why did u change my last 2 lines, u said edit, u changed my whole verse (changed lines around), i didn't like how u changed my last two lines, that ain't cool, i respect u but don't write for me.

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ummm ight i'll put it back

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Guess who?...

...Paramik Fuckin'...

...Owns You!

i understand u like the even lines and good flow, but i like my stuff original, still have much respect for ya

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Yo Like I Said To This Otha Cat This Shit Is Fuckin Dope
Why Does Shit Like This Get Slept On Your Flow Was All Over
Killa Along With The Lyrics Fuckin Dope Dawg The Structer Was Nice
And you Came And Flowed Hard in All The Verses..

Good Job keep collab Shit Is Raw

10/10

~1~

You Holdin it Down For Da Council Aha

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This Is Real Dope..9/10...The Things You Said I Can Relate To...Nice Piece Would Like To Hear it In Audio..A Go good Wit A Nas Beat..

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Ncie Shit Here Good Piece Like Profilick Said Dis Somthin I Can Relate Too Myself// Real Dope Nice Explainin Good Flowz,,,,,,,,,paintin An Picture Was Good///

Dis An Real Dope Piece Give Dis Shit An 9/10

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ROFL lol yea a Nas beat will be dope.. iwas thinking one of alcatraks or syntaz beat will be good.....

upping for more fedback

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Guess who?...

...Paramik Fuckin'...

...Owns You!

its a nice piece, i liked the structure and how u got the verses through to people, props on this verse, if anyone wanna colalb holla

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IM BACK BITCHES

Hey man, this piece was niiice.

The both of you did well, Paramik, man you dropped some deep shit here, I'd definetly like to hear this as audio, and Scenario, you came well here, your verse was tight.

Keep them coming, The only place you can go is up, and that looks like its gonna be a very good place for both of you.

Hopefully we'll see some very good open mics again.

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yup.. im making a track for all of them.. i recorded this on audio bet it was just a test and scerio dont do audio...
though you only seen 2 of my open mics im making 14.... i have 3 more done but im realeasing 2 or 3 each month...

keep feedbacking...

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Guess who?...

...Paramik Fuckin'...

...Owns You!

this was nice< seriously i liked 99% of it....ok 99.98%...lol
kept good flow throughout n good imagery...props...

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i'll play on ya consience, ya contents is complete nonsense
speak of biting, then you fucks flip everyone of my damn concepts
what the fuck, was you high..?
did you think i wouldn't recognize lines that i made
then you come up some bullshit tryna prove that im gay...!
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fake fucks..move on...!

i haven't got around to audio yet, but i will son enough, paramik

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