u never even notice thst i'm standing there
so i jut sit back and think y should i care
i wanted to love u so damn bad
but now i'm glad that ur out of my life dad
when the going gets tuff the tuff gets going
i didn't understand but now i'm growing
i have to look at everything in a different perspective
but sumtimes i wish u would have been a lil ova protective
i remeber the bad times but i can still remeber some good
so if u took it i hate u, u misunderstood
sumtimes i just wish that u would call
but i sit there thinkin that i have to stand tall
i don't like to get told that i am wronge
i just want to be excepted and belong
my mom says that i need to call u
but if u really cared thats what u'd do
ur the parent and i'm the child, do ur job
but u haven't been so itz myin my heart throb
come on step to the plate be a real father
when u were drunk i wouldn't talk, not even bother
so right now i'm tried of it all, tried of ur shit
fuck it...itz not my job to put up with it
so i just want to say if u ever get to read this tht i love u
but u cud say hi one day...thats what a real dad would do

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So what chicks can rap too/
you just won't battle me cause i can beat u/

Respect List:
AKA (down, and keepin it real)
KoObOo (A true friend wouldn't be the right words)
The Disciple (mmmm Tight probbly wouldn't be the word) lol
Tony Montana (thiz my main boi for rapping)
Ciara Myst (hey if u cant beat em', join em')
phatom (he jus got skill)
LivenLegend ( thiz my friend for life)
fluidmoon (she got ova half ya'll beat)

that wuz good kk..... i kno how hard it is for u cuz of ur dad.......... thats y i respect u. sum people just dont get wut u say itz cuz they dont kno wut u ben through.... u hav had sum tuff times and i've ben there 4 u thats y i luv u like muh sis.... lol we really r blood sissies though.... love u gurl and i'll always b there 4 u