Waking up in the morning
age sixteen
looking in the mirror
and hating what you see

To not have a mother around
to pack your lunch and who cares
someone you can talk to
and they keep you in their prayers

hook
Walking with your head down
starring at the floor
trying to keep up with their pace
but you cant take it anymore
things are quickly changing
but not for the good
and when you look in the mirror
its yourself you find blamming

Scared to stand up for yourself
people saying things that arent true
everyone pushes you around
no one cares if your blue

sleeping with your lights off
to hide from what you fear
crying yourself to sleep at night
because no ones around to hear

dont want people to know your story
dont want them to see
that you dont live the life they do
you dont live so peacefully

hook

Slowly days are passing
hoping that things will finally change
holding on to that feeling
of once truly being loved

You feel so totaly lonely
you feel so totaly lost
even with all these people around
no one seems to hear your thoughts

Your always over looked
people pass you by without thought
just want to be noticed
have good friends, to feel a smile once again

hook 2x

~Tera~
DONT HATE

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This hit me right dead center in my heart. I used to feel the exact same way a couple years back. The only difference is that there's ppl around but i don't tell them my feelings.

Walking with your head down
starring at the floor
trying to keep up with their pace
but you cant take it anymore
things are quickly changing
but not for the good
and when you look in the mirror
its yourself you find blamming

^from middle school till 9th grade those 3 long years I've done that. fell as deep as i possibly could till I felt no more.

Slowly days are passing
hoping that things will finally change
holding on to that feeling
of once truly being loved

^after I lost the one I truly loved just everything droped dead that I once knew.

This caught me were it has and it's a great peice. sorry for kinda blabin my small life story but when i read it that came to my view. keep writtin hun, Spect, JT

This piece also hit me as well. Also hit me deep in my heart.

Waking up in the morning
age sixteen
looking in the mirror
and hating what you see

^This is something that always comes to my mind in the morning. Just staring at that reflection and hating everything you are.

Walking with your head down
starring at the floor
trying to keep up with their pace
but you cant take it anymore
things are quickly changing
but not for the good
and when you look in the mirror
its yourself you find blamming

^ I did that for so long. I would blame myself for so many things that I had no control over. t was like it was all my fault with what happened everyday, yet I had no control over what happened.

Scared to stand up for yourself
people saying things that arent true
everyone pushes you around
no one cares if your blue

^So true, yet so wanting to forget all of that pain that I endured. Seemed like no one cared what I did.

sleeping with your lights off
to hide from what you fear
crying yourself to sleep at night
because no ones around to hear

^reminds me of every night of pretty much my whole life.

dont want people to know your story
dont want them to see
that you dont live the life they do
you dont live so peacefully

^seems like you just want to hide everything and not let anyone inside to find out what you are truely like.

Slowly days are passing
hoping that things will finally change
holding on to that feeling
of once truly being loved

^Feeling the special warmth of true love, waiting for that love once again.

You feel so totaly lonely
you feel so totaly lost
even with all these people around
no one seems to hear your thoughts

^The feeling of being like you cant control anything and you just want to die because you are so empty inside.

Your always over looked
people pass you by without thought
just want to be noticed
have good friends, to feel a smile once again

^makes you feel as if no one cares, or ever did care about you.

Sorry for babbling on, but this piece really touched me. This is one of your best. Plain and simple, I loved it.
Keep writin. Luv and respect.

yeah when i wrote this i decided to make it a piece that didnt take to much thinking to know what i was talking about, and its all stuff ive felt once or before and some still now.

there was one thing you said DthsMissingAngel about seems like i just want to hide everything and not let anyone inside to find out what im truely like. its like that yes that i tend to hold things in but mostly im scarred to let ppl know my past and stories, because i had a child (Nyla) when i was 14 and because of that when new ppl find out they tend to see me different, thats what the was refering too.

thank you both for the replies!!!!

~Tera~
DONT HATE

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