You were never there
you were ashamed of me
your words were just air
you always blamed me
you think my brothers perfect
you compare me to him
you failed to see what I held within

you raised your hand often
and struck me down time and again
now im to big to hit
and you wouldnt know where to begin
you think your god
i hate to wake you up
your just odd
I never gave up

you kept on saying your sorry
though you never meant it
but now I have a life of my own
and i dont have to put up with your shit.

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Pain is abscence of tolerance
its the emptyness that conqueres the mind body and soul