shit topic but i got it given so......


Ya owe them life cos their decision to start ya living was right
But given hindsight would they still have fucked that night?
Would she have taken the pill, I don’t now… she might
Cos despite the relation we still argue, she screams and ignites
Tries to fight,, what do I do, should I walk away n ignore it or ‘bite’
She’s been ‘nibbling’ for years, fuck it, ill take a ‘chunk’ even the fight
Even out the light, disperse the shadows of her linguistic tongue
Multifaceted switching from love to a gun, in between an emotional run
What’s done‘s done, but the futures to come, so gimme a break
Ya create and make situations worse, dunno how much can I take
Straight… the earache, the long silencing when we don’t converse
Conversations with doors emerge, lectures im sure she’s rehearsed
Im cursed with the interfering mother, and what makes things worse
First… I live with her so she tries to fucking nurse… shit, im 24
I need that like disease, what’s it all for? It’s like talking to a wall
Mom please, no more… cant learn me to crawl when I already walk
When I already do drugs and love their effect… aint no remorse
Its my decisions, im living and there’s plenty left, but you cant enforce
Of course, I don’t want to fall out, there’s no doubt in my mind
Im jus tired, you’ll find we’ve got the same goals, on the same line
So im fine, but ya cant confine or cushion me like im blind
I don’t mind that your concerned, just gotta learn that im a man
Understand cos ive got it planned, and your part of it… hopefully
If ya wanna be, lets just bury the anguish and then we’ll see
Cos in reality ya get one mother, so love her, and treat her properly
That’s my new view from me to you, so don’t make a mockery
Cos its robbery, and all ya stealing is their love… and that cost is free!