In all honesty i admit at first my feelings were strong,
But my perception of this player proved my heart to be wrong,
It didn't last long, thirty minutes of lust, another name to his list,
Can't credit my look of disgust, from the moment we kissed,
Lips locked in passion, my sanity stole away, in a criminal fashion,
Mind blastin tears from the bed where we lay, said he'd come back,
I prayed that he'd call the next day, come sweep me away,
From the hatred and lies, jealousy woes, ain't it funny, time flies?
Now his kindness is gone, vanished like the wind, and all thats left is a baby,
To prove the moment we sinned, my mind still blames him!
For the hurt that we caused, a trip to the clinic, my mentality scarred,
Another life lost, snatched away from the world, and all down to me,
Never given the chance to unfurl, to spread their legs to the world,
Breathe in every chance that hope is a memory, slowly fading from glance,
Endless tears eat at my soul, dignity dying, to a deep, darker hole,
No love for the man, that stole my faith from my heart, left me a baby,
In his untimely depart, another piece fell from my bieng, left shattered
And bare, now the space that lies empty, a flame no longer burns there...