secret admirers be crushin' my brain/
tryin to refrain, from the past decieved from pain//
the experiences i had with dudes, I smile when i look back at them/
sometimes i be thinkin' "how could i have been attracted to em'//
really i be forgettin' those times/
but those times, tend to sneak up on me and rewind//
im chillin' on those lines/
when they spit game, wit they grimey minds//
im readin' in between/
a dream showed me//
the way to livin' life/
there was something unexpected, a vision about trife//
thrown in misery stacked like legos/
time to rejuvenate, then ease to let go//
the H-R's 13 thru 17,on the side of quarantines/
4 years with out bein' honest to myself by any means//
love aint revealin', to me it's all mutual/
it's all lovely when the dudes be sayin' "Hey Beautiful"//
I love me....My self ....and I/
I realize after all that time, that a new life can arrive//

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The Only Mami rockin' that BLUE!