"The strength of a mother"

I have felt distant and lost since my birth
born after being concieved
in a regrettable moment by a man who didnt want kids
so he told my mum for him to stay, she must get rid
he left back to his original family
leavin my motha to alone raise me
in london east dats no easy feat
struggling to keep us on the straight path
years of battle placing burdens on her heart
and for that i will never forgive
the man hiding away in some endz living big
not big enough to fulfil his deeds
and monthly provide for me
so my motha forced to work 2 jobs
one as a nurse the other in a shop
toiling night and day, with no rest only time to pray
to god, giving us hope assuring us we will see the light
evening though in this darkness it doesnt seem to be shining bright
it is there just open your eyes and stare
into the abyss
and his sorry ass u will no longer miss
cos let him sit and suffer waiting like a weak pawn
knowing that he never got to know the boy that he spawned
the boy has grown into me
the boy has become the Elusiv G