this feeling is different from before
no longer do i feel as if i am nothing more
than an empty cup
for when the feeling isnt empty, i know sumthings up
someone has reveled me to myself
someone has shown me that i am hazardous to everyones health
people say they care
by how can they bare
to look at me and not turn away?
how can they not see that i am mentally astray?
i have run myself over with my past until i have ripped a gaping hole
the hole that let the person in me escape, let out my soul
and it blew away before i had a chance to grab it out of the gusts of wind
i guess this is someoenes way of getting back at me for the times ive sinned
so fly away my soul
find someone elses shell to control
find someone who is worthy of living
because this someone is able to keep giving
and ill die with my soul tattered and frayed
my last thought will be that i wish my soul had stayed