Never thought I would be the next kid..
To face death literally unexpected..
I should be more respected..
I should be more affected..
I'm still alive, spiritually protetected..
Check the method of being
................ Mortally Resurrected..

Young kid, fast life, always would act nice..
Was an inch away, from having a last night..
That's right, I'll start what happened first..
I Chose to wear a red hat with a matchin' shirt..
Little did I know that was the main reason..
Why I was stalked and shot in the same evening..
So then me and my friend went to eat some burgers..
Bout to leave, then mom calls, should of heard her..
"Hey honey, at 12:00 be home snugged inside"..
"Ok, I'm going to James' house, luv ya, bye"..
Now driving on the street, about to make a left..
Dark car pulls up on my side... I take a breath..
Right when I look I see sparks fly and I'm shook..
Wondering if I am another life that is took..
Hit the gas going fast, shooters I've droven past..
Trying to see with my eyes cut from broken glass..
Hopin' that none of the six shots ever hit me..
I get shocked, feel my head is bleeding quickly..
....feel my head is bleeding quickly..

Say I was lucky, but it wasn't yet my turn ya see..
Bullet didn't paralyze me, neither did surgery..
I started pondering layin in the hospital bed..
If I was another kid, would I be possibly dead?..
So I.. deal with being sick as the days go by..
Fucked up.. can't even tell if it's day or night..
It's ironic that it happened on 11th of September..
Now that it's November, barely anyone remembers..
It's kinda sad from my friends and family members..
I could pick apart the real ones from pretenders..
Wanted to get better so I never held any tension..
But even girls acted like they cared for attention..
This is for you fakes that not be understandin'..
The Fuck was your support BEFORE all this happened..
But dam...
I'm over it, my life is headed for better thangs..
Will I..
Ever be sane? maybe not, but some things never change..
So now..
Everyday I feel my scar and scratch the surface..
Realize I'm still breathing, realize I have a purpose..

Never thought I would be the next kid..
To bo so close to death unexpected..
I should be more respected..
I should be more affected..
I'm still alive, spiritually protetected..
Check the method of being
................ Mortally Resurrected..