JUST LIKE A BLAST FROM THE PAST WHAT WAS EXPECTED CAME AT LAST, EXCEPT FOR THE PROBLEM IT HAPPENED WAY TO FAST, A GUN WAS BROUGHT DO TO ANGER AND HATRED, AND FOR MY MISTAKES ITS YOU WHO'S LAYING DEAD, MEMORIES FLASH IN MY HEAD AS I REMEBER WHAT YOU SAID, "please dont go" IS WHAT YOU PLED, AS "everything will be allright" WAS THE COMFORT THAT I FEED, IT WAS A FIGHT WE KNEW WAS COMING BUT MY PRIDE GOT IN THE WAY, AND I THOUGHT THAT IT AS NOTHING LIVING BY MY GUN WAS HOW I'D PAY, WHO KNEW A LIFE THAT MENT SO MUCH WAS THE ONE I COULDN'T SAVE, EVEN IF THE BULLETS CAME FROM HIM IT WAS I WHO TOOK THE BLAME, NOW IN BED IS WHERE I LAY, ALONE, JUST WAITING FOR THE DAY, I HOPE WE'LL MEET UP AT THE GATES, TILL THEN FOREVER YOU'LL BE MY MATE...I LOVE YOU.


ON A PERSONAL NOTE I LOVED AND ALWAYS WILL BELINDA DECKER 3-25-85 TO 5-18-02

YO DAT WAS SERIOUS SON. wait till u read my shyt about suicidal tendencies. keep spitin da real. uno

whats up with all the caps?

this was alright and deep for the fact that its someone you know and it sucks when you take the blame/bullet
and deal with everything that could happen after especially
if doing certain things in situations are completely out of your
character...this flow was okay