dis is how i feel,and i dont know how to describe it,
but i knew sumthin was wrong,as soon as dis vibe hit,
and i make sure dat where eva i go,dat my heats saw,
cause i have my ups and downs,juss like a see-saw,
and i have these thoughts dat juss lead to depression,
and sumtimes i juss wish dat i could return to regression,
people starin and havin these looks as the introspective,
and lookin like they out to kill,and im their selective,
cause my hearts poundin,and im scared outta my skin,
and it's been a good life,and im proud dats it been,
my friends treated me good,and GOD'S treated me well,
but now i feel it's all ova,and i've been defeated and fell,
erthing changed when i saw her,and i got dis feelin of tremor,
i asked her out on a date,and maybe some dinner,
i thought dis was juss one of those gurls who was juss fastidious,
i ruined erhthing dat could have changed,cause im juss dat idiot,
but she was one who excepted mistakes,
and said she was willin to do wat it takes,
we're togetha for 7 months,and i broke up wit u,
for ya friend,and now u ask me wats up wit u,
she said i thought we was 4eva,wat about ya love,
u cheated bitch and i've had enough,wit stuff,
u played so many games,i gave so many chances,
we been so many movies,and been so many dances,

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