.I set here staring at a mirror just a lifeless peace of glass
Is it just a reflection or a look into tha past?
Remembering a time when u were exactly what u always wanted to be
And when u looked into the shadows u weren’t a afraid of what u’d see
A time before u fell victim to the pressure and the grind
Before u felt petty for the guilty but were witness of tha crime
I don’t know where went wrong or how I went amiss
But I wonder how can one room be filled with so much loneliness
Pillows made of razorblades my eyes filled with broken glass
it seems that every breath I take will certainly be my last
It surrounds me grabs me tightly I breath it deep into my lungs
I feel it squeezing me I’m fighting but my body begins to numb
My eyes feel up with darkness and my heart begins to slow
my body has gone numb but the pain inside still grows
I hear all the wrong and evil things I never meant to say
And I feel the pain that I inflicted each and every day
Its amazing how consumed I am it fits me like a glove
Lonely cold and shivering then there’s a light from up above
I see visions of graveyard, all my friends and my family
But they don’t seem to sad how uncaring can they be
I hear someone utter through all my pain and disarray
I’m just glad it wasn’t me I never liked him anyway
I recoiled in my anger and lash out with grudge
Living all my life in anger never an moment spent love
But when you are alone like I am u will soon realize the truth
No matter what the reason the only one hatred hurts is u
Lost lonely in the darkness is a horrible place to be
My predicament is worse than that I lost darkness inside me
I couldn’t get away no matter how far I ran
That’s why I put a period at the beginning this was over b4 it begin

Featured poem for a week,Great job~fluid