Its SUICIDE why must i live my life this way,
Its SUICIDE why cant we die today,
Its SUICIDE why must we maintain the same pain
knowing these things aint evert gonna change.

Verse 1

I'm on the verge of suicide,cuz everything in life is a lie,
so why is it a crime to die, when people die people cry,
but they really being set free, and that is what i want to be,
i go get a knife and try to end my life, i look up and see the light,
and say i dont wanna fight this fight,
PS if you listen to this song, enjoying life,
watch out cuz it can end in one Blink Of ya sight

Its SUICIDE why must i live my life this way,
Its SUICIDE why cant we die today,
Its SUICIDE why must we maintain the same pain
knowing these things aint evert gonna change.

Verse 2

sittin there drunk tryin to figure whats right
cant believe i almost ended a life tonight
theres no devotion, cept for the blood spilled on the floor
quick!, hide me paramedics crash through the door
lay on the floor, tainted by the blood that came str8 from the core
pierced the left lung just missed the heart
6 milimeters away from it, howd all this start?
y'd u pick me up? y'd u have to use me?
i was meant for good! not for you to abuse me!

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Its SUICIDE why must i live my life this way,
Its SUICIDE why cant we die today,
Its SUICIDE why must we maintain the same pain
knowing these things aint evert gonna change.

Siucidal Thoughts and my suicidal Peekz
I keep makin these suicidal Drops, I might Suicidally Freak
What The fuck happened to my life I Thought it was good
until the Hood took good out of my Life I Should
Call Onto God He knows me and my troubles
Im bout to burst like bubbles if this pain double
or I Might flip like crip who blues been filt woth guilt
Dear God Please answer I only can see one Way
and thats to pull the Trigger and release my Ak
I Jus might pay Tupac a visit tonight
Bcuz My life doesnt seem that bright
Through The visions of my sight

~*~ Stanza ~*~


Only god can judge me