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where do i start, my eyes are tearing apart
thinking someones trying to kill me so im staring at cops
bearing that hot worry,encased in a boxed fury
so i fear when i should not worry-drapped in a locked theory
lost mind control in a botched flury
chose to patrol my goals but did not hurry
ended up losing a portion of soul, its a lot scary
i suppose i could grow thru a hole, in this rock query
but theres not enuff soil, to fill, this pot belly
so was it greed or envy, weed or lust
dont know, but the bitch in us showes when we decieve a trust
when my brothers bleeding much, will my love appease the God and relieve his gush
or will i feel more pain, when i see his leakin has him leavin rushed
never believed my touch, could hurt so many without even asking
im a demons crutch... and it hurts so heavy when i see him passing
i can feel him tackling every atempt at advancing
keeping me anxious like im exempt from relaxing
i'll try
but never fully explain, like a languige that lacks words
the fear of lookin over ur shoulder, but not walkin backwards
im haunted
feed me ur knowledge, but i wont eat unless its a full plate
if ur dispensing redemption i'll accept it, but is it too late
i know my true face cant deny or fool grace
so soon fate will assign my doom to a pool of blue flames
burning alive in a room filled to the tomb with my mistakes

with every lie i'd change, while my demon stayed the same

IT DIDNT EVOLVE OR GET BIGGER BUT I DISSOLVED AND GOT BITTER
MY RESOLVE WAS SO WITHERED AT THE SOURCE OF THE RIVER
I DIDNT DRINK, LIKE A HORSE AND DIED SORCHED BY THE WINTER

IM DEFENSELESS
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