My Subconscious, Dreams and Interpretations

Yo...

I feel a force in my life that I can't describe
Constantly looking in the mirror deep into my eyes
Trying to find a way to fill this rather large vortex
Everytime my conscious ascends in my cerebral cortex
Out of the subconscious, where a para-reality exists
Undiscovered Nebulae and Galaxies with a dimensional twist
This world is not 3-demensional because there's a fourth
Time is the last dimension that plots your eternal course
In my subconsious I find memories and interpretations skewed
Dreaming in colors, and shapes not with the natural hue
Saturated in it's rich contents, I find myself picturing box-sets
Of DVD's with pornography, people snortin drugs ignorin prophets
The man that I see the light in the darkness, isn't Jesus The Christ
It's myself, my cons none of my pro's...no demons in sight
But still I wonder, how a man like me could achieve
A purified state with out departing this world I must leave
They say Heaven is a world with streets paved with gold
I disagree, for my Heaven is a place where both young and old
Can share in the same vision, good health...no surgical incisions
Decisions made are just ones, no more vehicular collisions
The sun never sets, there's no need for rest
No pain, no suffering...Poker where no one loses a bet
The english language doesn't include the word regrets
For no one regrets anything, no tears to reflect
The sun that's eternally shining, now and forever
Families together what vision is better?
Peace love and happiness is all I wish
In life, my dreams and subconscious world is missed
Every time I wake, I get the sense I'm losing touch
With this body made from ashes and dust
I feel the sensation that I'm some how rising
My threshold of happiness is the clouds, not the horizon
I feel a pain in my heart, but I know it's not physical
It's just a sign telling me not to believe my visuals
I'm a man, yes it's true...but my soul is not of this planet
Earth is merely a place where the human mind is stranded
Sleep is something that I find harder and harder to gain
The dreams I have, and interpretations are never the same
But one thing I know is a constant and it's true
There's no barrier my subconscious mind couldn't break through

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