i was just wonderin if any of you got mental problems, like proper ones, i have schizophrenia, and ive found a way to keep it undercontrol whenever i feel like im gunna go crazy or have a fit, i go and listen to my music, this relives what i do, it makes it not near as worse, and have recently somehow fallen into OCD which is obsessive compulsive dissorder, that requires u to do shit even or odd times, like i have to have the T.V volume on an even number and i have to turn my lights off 2 times, like off, on then off again.. i was just wonderin if anyone else had any mental problems..

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are you serious

yeah the OCD is nothin.. i dont care about that.. i just been tryna find ways to keep my
schizophrenia under control.. so anyone else have nethin?

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most people suffer from some mild form of mental illness at some point in their life. I've never been diagnosed (AND NO ONE HERE IS A DOCTOR), but I feel I am manic-depressive at times. And, I definitely know I'm obsessive compulsive. Everything around me has to be perfectly neat. I'm the type of cat whose shoes are all aligned neatly. Yea...like a serial killer

mhuahuahahuhaa

J/k


Oh...and People, learn the difference between Schizophrenia and MPD.

thank you

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i have to take shitloads of medicine to keep mine under control, i gotta inject haloperidol and take capsuls of perphenazine daily.. its not very nice...

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I came to the conclusion a long time ago that LIFE is fuckin Tough...it can be great, but it's tough...And those assholes who go around and judge people like me as "hard edged" are either on MEDICATION, CRAZY THEMSELVES, or HIGH.


**U know...those people who are "happy" ALL the damn time...they got problems


granted, u don't want peaks and valleys...But, if something upsets u, show it.
if something makes u happy, SHOW it.

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Five Source Ent.

yeah truest wordz i eva herd.. good lookin brah..

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def. no problem...

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i so agree with ya.. ppl look down on me soo much cause they think im fucked up cause i was born with this shit.. i cant help it, and i just feel like killin sum of em.. but then i realise like u said.. they only doin that shit cause they got problems they cant deal with and im dealin with mine.. so yeah

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right...mental illness still isn't respected as much as it should be

think about it...no one condemns someone with high blood pressure, or diabetes or heart disease

but, if someone is suffering with mental ILLNESS, they're considered assholes or seriously fucked.

it isn't right...but, that could be the fault of the doctors...people make light of it...but, there's a fine line between genius and insanity

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yeah i know, becuase when the doctor diagnosed me 3 years ago, he made it sound like i was gunna kill people, and he told me how SP is described to people and they think your an animal, and its not right, i cant help the episodes i have, so i close myself in my room or if im out, try and find a public toilet and hope no one is in there.. its all i can do to not be thought of as a freak..

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well I dunno if it has a name for it, but I find pleasure when I'm hurt. =/ Pain feels good.

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i dont know that means^^^

dunno if this counts but whenever i'm goin up or down stairs...i always gotta have my right foot touch the ground before my left...and if my left foot is gonna end up on the floor before my right i skip the step to make sure my right foot lands first

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