*Am I Happy You Ask?*

Am I happy you ask?
Well lets define happiness....
Happiness is characterized by good luck while marked by pleasure...
Thats funny because even thru pleasure I'm without luck of good...
Pleased thru nightless encounters with strangers I...
still find myself dressed in a disguise of happiness from my reality....
MOS DEF I'll Shine My light On The World because I'm Black On Both Sides...

but both sides have been drinched wit the realities of...
Both sides bein blinded by false images of what I wish I could call my state of mind...
So instead the light that I shine on the world because darkened by...
The empty liquor bottles that drowned my sorrows to the...
Tipless black and milds that smoke away my desire to appreciate life within itself...
Smoked out thru smoke out sessions reflectin the deception of mixed messages I'm...
Accepting the acceptance of...
the opposite gender that makes me accept the fact that I'm not accepted at all...
So instead I accept the fact that I'm bein used just as much as I use them...


Am I happy you ask?
Well Lets define happiness...
Happiness personfies to enjoy what makes you happy....
That's funny because what makes me happy isnt enjoyed at all...
what I fear would make me unhappy but instead I switch lanes before I...
Exit off exits just to exit my unhappiness....
I yeild off in directions of complications and unpromised propositions....
Propositions that propose an engagement to the desires of unconnected connections...


Am I happy you ask?
The fact that you ask that should answer the question....
Within the question....