I'm wishing for better times this years been a drag
cuz im sick and tired of people just making me mad
Can't I just get a little peace is that so much 2 ask
instead of treated like trash cuz im better then ur ass
I dont understand i try my best but what do i get
A big mouth of abuse and you leave me feeling upset
I wanna look up to the future i hope it'll be better
thats why i got my girl so we can live happily 2gether
but right now i feel like in a hole and it's been shut
my mums tried 2 destroyed me ever since i murdered the slut
My life don't make sense God cursed me when i were born
2 have my soul torn up to shreds with a mind thats deformed
I get loads of storms you'll never know a life more stired
my mind just spins and twirls everytime i think of this world
there's just a blure in my eyes that's not making me see clear
I just wanna live my life and in my mind try to get out here
I'm trying to get closer each day it hasn't been easy
All i do is listen 2 my music and listen 2 my favourite cd
I try to escape from this reality cuz i don't wanna follow
I just keep my cool and try make another day tomorrow
instead of having the feeling of sorrow I bust my rhymes
Just hoping my life will change so i can have better times