part 1

from the day of my birth ive been curse
ment to carrying my mothers hurse
noone know how it hurts and tears you apart
try to find the pices to your broken heart
i see the end but im begining from the only start
my lights spark as i enter a spining room
the center of a thining woom life begining soon
i knew im domed, to carry this burden
string pulled continuing to close the curtain
but im not done im ready to try im to young to die
asking god why why me as my life halts abruptly
the smoke clears a vision appears in the light
even enough to brighten the darkest night
am i hear for a reason never disbelieving
he turns around and insist on leaving
where were you on my hardest times
where were you when my mother dies
i was carrying her to the enlightend skies
lies all lies you let her die when she could have survived
your the reson why she lies cold to the touch
im the only person that loved her this much
whyd you have to take her
what about even when that guy raped her
and you ask why i hat cha
now what am i supppose to do
go to church and try to worship you
lets see how you deal with a ferosious foo
reach in my pocket for a torture tool
thoughts of what the romen construe
slashes of torment from nine inch gashes
religion clashes hammer and nails smashes
into your gaping wounds romens dashing
into a acient room your pacient glooms
i shed blood for your sins rising again
your spoiled like easter eggs start blistering
i try to spread the word but you ain't listening
you bring ying & yang and start whispering
i cant stand the heat my lifes suppose to be happy
born on the street teched to carry a heat and start clapping
i'll do your bidding with this knife that im stabbing taking life
as im grbbing a wallet i didn't use a nine i used a what cha ma call it

part 2

all it happend because of the bible im the demon child
the devils idol my car folling off a cliff my bones stiff
looking down at the water as my joint lit the hood hit
oh shit i start sinking eyes blinking what i should have done i start thinking
of eminem and his song with stan and how much it explains who i am
i glance at my right hand put the gun to my dome a blast strains
of tissue if you was in the car it would probley hit you
that look it kinda fits you my fists flew i kicked shoes
black laced nikes did i live no it's not that likly
so why did you let me in i thought sacrafise is a sin
you sacrafised your life to save your dien kin
what do you mean there was none in with me
it was your mom she was the one you hit swiftly
her car it truned quiclkey into a truck it struck
the side of the aquduct so her life is with pear luck
your here with me now no going back your just stuck
i look down from the heavens to send my moms blessen
sirens ringing my moms screaming her pains singing
her only son in a body bag that shes seeing
she grabs a black sword from my dash board
cuts her wrist and start bleeding
suddenly she gets slammed to the grown
mam you can't die now no way no how
your son gave his life for you
yes and in return i give my too
they trie to refrain her but she won't have it
how can you take a needle from a crack attack
it won't happen my words aren't just rappin
it's something in my life that just happens

kicking a little knowledge

so be carefull for your decisions or you might come up missing
make the wrong one and it ain't your mom it be your life kissing
goodbye don't cry wipe them tears from them lonly eyes
god gives us decisions and paths that we decide
it was wrote in the genicide what falls shall come from my demise
pick the wrong path and death you shall arrive in a dark cave of no return
pits of fire spark and blaze as your soul burns in ember and agony
will i die now i pick my destiny so if you say i die it's a plasphamy
the world will never see the last of me i will follow the right track
so be carfull when you go out to party you might not come back

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