i was out at my dads g/f's brothers place this weekend and shit
so i just got done takin the 4 wheeler for a spin where i was
in a real serious moment of deep thinking and just thinkin shit over
i was thinkin bout how i gotta find a way ta get rid of my darkness
cuz lifes been getting ta me alot more than i should probably let it
and all this shit i been doing lately kinda woke me up and made me see clearer
i didnt realize how gloomy i really was but as soon as i got done thinkin about my darkness the rolling stones "painted black" came on the radio
which was soooooo close to what i was thinkin about it was scary

"I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes"


"Maybe then Ill fade away and not have to face the facts
Its not easy facin up when your whole world is black"

"I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens evry day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black"

i LOVE that song

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