I saw that you mentioned about my sex life in another thread. So, here's an update:


Prior to 2005, I was absolutely a male whore. I mean, I am very sexy. So, there would be times I'd go to the club and literally have guys lined up to buy me drinks. I'm tall and handsome. And, I'm in good shape. In the gay community, that = GOLD! So, I would go to the clubs with my boy Mark. He was fine as hell as well. We would make our rounds like we owned the joint. Everyone there wanted to get with either him or me. So, by the end of the night, Mark and I would make our selections and head our separate ways. Prior to 2005, I probably slept with more guys than I can count. I met them at clubs, some online, some in person, some over the phone. You name it, I did it. But, this became boring really quickly. Then, all of a sudden, in 2005, I had a reconversion back to my focus in God. I had accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior when I was a kid. But, I strayed away and lived this wild life that I'm sure displeased God. So, one year ago, I got baptised again and rededicated myself to Him (God). From that point on, I refrained from having pre-marital sex, with anyone. I slipped a few times and fornicated. But, afterwards, I asked God to forgive me. Otherwise, I am sexually abstinate and do not intend on returning to that wild lifestyle I was living before 2005. God is good. I do not have Aids or any other STD for that matter. And, now, I realize why God kept his hand of protection over me during that time. I believe God wants me to get married and have a son. I want to even shop at HOME DEPOT! This urge is strong now. And, God willing, I plan to execute the plan.

In conclusion, I isolate myself from a lot of people, places, and things so that I won't become backslidden. There are guys who've shown interest in me but I turn them down because I don't want to go back to that lifestyle. I'm not going to lie. I am still attracted to men. There are some FYNE! boys at Howard U who, in my hayday, I'd fuck right there on campus. But, at some point, we all have to grow up and mature.

You all have no idea what God is planning in my life. It is awesome. While other people are busy trying to get a car, or a house, or take vacations, God is busy trying to GIVE ME DEALERSHIPS, LAND, ISLANDS, and whatever else I lay my eyes upon. He's that GREAT of a God. His vision for us is bigger than our visions for ourselves. So, in 2007, I will be increasing in those areas.


God = great.

Man = liar

God = truth

Man = in dire need of Him.


Nuff Said


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