so its approximatly 6:45am.. i havnt slept yet (sleeping pills didnt work).. and i just realised how funny it is sitting out front with a bourbon and some fast food breakfast watching all the morons who had to get up early this wednsday to go to work...busting their balls, driving through wearing their high vis clothing knowing theyve got a full day of shit annoying work ahead of them...

and im probably just gonna laze around, play some video games, get high, go to sleep soonish if i feel like it.. wake up in the afternoon... maybe work for about 4 hours........then have the whole night to do whatever i want....

its pretty fucken satisfying... i really dont know why humans even came up with the concept of waking up early for work... what the fuck is with that... and we wonder why were all screwed up stressing fucks... its so fucking monotonous to wake up before the sunrise.......go to work......bullshit around all afternoon then go to sleep early for the next day... only getting the 2 day weekends to break it up...

it just doesent make sense to me.. its like watching grass grow...

fuck ant farm societys...

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yeah shit sucks,the systems set up to keep u in debt.

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"the loudest one in the room is the weakest"- frank lucas..

why are most people in debt?

because they look at whats presented to them in life and aim for a reasonable existance.

the system is there to keep us thriving as a species but on the inside really it just kills our instinctual nature and fucks with our perception on life to keep us numb to the realitys that weve developed for ourselves..

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and you think you're anymore happier then them?

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to be honest i think im probably happier than most...

i mean look at me yesterday... all i had to complain about was having to start an hour earlier than i wanted to and i did end up finishing at 8 when i wanted to, didnt even have to do the paperwork to close the shop...

still went out to surfers city afterwoods... had a good night........

tonight im just closing a quieter shop on the main road... gonna get high and chill by myself all night after i take in the load... closing up at 9, ill be out of the main office around 9:30 after the paperworks done... 6 hour shift.. chillin as... tomorrow will be a bit more hectic cause ive got to record all day at the studio before work...

but what can ya do eh.......

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that doesn't mean you have a better life than anyone

it just means your waste your free time by doing drugs and drinkin

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thats not exactly all i do in my free time bud...

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it's all I do in my free time

WTF YOU TRYNA SAY HUH, ARE YOU SAYING I HAVE A PROBLEM!?!??!??!

I know I do

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thats all you ever talk about, so its pretty obvious that its what takes up the majority of your time and life.

stop fronting like you have something that other people dont, getting pills and weed isn't hard. Working some shit hole job, isn't hard.

i can garentee that most of the people that are the so called 'ants' have a life and actaully enjoy their life, instead of being depressed and clingin onto the hope that they can fill up their drug prescription with out freaking out over it.

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^^ no they're not dude. A lot of people aren't happy. There's a reason half of marraiges end in divorce, and why people work so hard for money? Because they want more... they aren't happy with what they have

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rofl

ok dude, you belivie what you want

just because there are alot of divorces doesn't mean that people aren't HAPPY. that just means that realtionships aren't working

i'm pretty sure that any person that can handle the responsablity of a job, a child and bills, while not complaining....is a much bigger person than some jack off who works at a liquor store for 3 hours a day with little to no responablitity

the other thing

Baph ALWAYS is talkin about how big and bad he is, and every dude i've EVER known who was just a BAD MOTHER FUCKER...never EVER woudl talk shit, cuz they knew it, they didnt' need to say shit

i think Baph's fronting hard, cuz really, if your secure with yourself, there's no need to boast, you dumb bitch

go find some perc's n blow your brain out

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I'm a bad mother fucker

You think people like going to work and working their ass off, coming home, cleaning, cooking, doing laundry, cooking, watching shitty tv for a couple hours and then going to bed to do it all over again? All while being in debt and having a morgage to pay off?

You're kiddin yourself, there's a reason everyone wants a nice car... cuz we need more to be happy, we can't be happy with what we have, and that's philosophy.

People who can see past their egos can be happy with what they have

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rofl, you dumb as fuck man

i have everything i always wanted, a fast dope ride, a beatufuil kid, a steady job, a great women

am i in debt? NO. do i have a mortage, YEP

but im secure enough with myself to know that my life is great, and i dont need to sit and be a lil punk tryign to impress other people by doing dumb shit like Baph

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where the fuck do you come off calling me dumb?

Was I calling YOU unhappy, no, so don't take it personal and get asshurt man

That's how most people are IN GENERAL

and that shit wasnt hard to figure out either since I never mentioned you.

Who's dumb as fuck now

And a morgage is a debt, that's something you have to pay off and oweing money. Smart ass

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