Toll:

My heart bleeds, my dick suffers since I stopped giving a fuck
The worlds an ocean, we're all living it rough, time to start rewriting the history books
Evils not just contained in the dark, temptation brings pain to the heart
Why wait for sunlight when you've had rain from thestart?
Tired of rolling life's dice, keep my blade in my palm in case this game is too hard
If you were my right hand man...I'm replacing my arm
Got you all looking down on me, but I believe its normal to cry
Got that homely presence whenever feeling traumatized
Please be more to pride than finding peacefulness when you see the unlawful die
In an overcrowded world my best friend is beer and my pen
A world where emotions are the fear of all men, I'm real til the end
Used to find love in this life now I just find love in this joint
Used to give a fuck but now what the fuck is the point?
My depressions waiting for death, now its time
I'm stressed how I cry, know God hates me...cause I'm blessed with this life




DAM:

Each and every human bein experiences pain..Emotions rise..
Sometimes we arose to try..But stand here and chose to cry..
Actin like we suppose to die..One thought and froze wit lies..
We see and approach demise..And the most jus close there eyes..
Grows to high..The pain is too great..Cant maintain my true state..
My brain is used to truth to choose fate..But feel confused to lose faith..
Once the destination is reached.. The rest ya facin is bleek..
Love was once a great feelin..but im in a depressed state to retreat..
Its almost like my birth was fucked..Im tellin you the worst is tough..
At first its rough..If pain is love..I gets thats why this hurt so much..
The earth it sux..Never look in the mirror sayin DAM im glad to be you..
But sad to see you..Feelin so bad, with what you had to free thru..
The fact i see truth..My heart was ripped to shreds..Felt like it was dead..
My love's put the shit to rest..Now my core isnt split, but it fits til death..
The love, i invite..It Would provide a light that would guide my nights..
Depressed state inside my life..Plus shes the wife id never hide in sight..
Love has rised wit might..And never will i give up, end my main goal..
Our same souls will pay tolls..And just pray forever the pain goes, and together we stay close..




Vise:

i'm trying to find solace, but it seems harder these day to be quite honest
trying to find promise in painful circumstances leaves my mind lost kid
defy logics..i question my life's meaning twice each evening
wondering if a razor blade can take away the pain and give the peace i keep seeking
i keep weeping...trying to figure out why did pops desert us, why did god hurt us
still not understanding why my lil girl was born with heart murmurs
not to sound too outlandish, but how do you ever plan to understand this
it's like pain inside was planted way before i ever touched this planet
i'm crushed and famished...sometimes i can't eat, ppl tell me you must manage
but hear my tune...how can i heal my wounds...the pain's left too much damage
this is my lonely cry..damn, if only i could get my answer thru a sole reply
as to why the pain churned inside could turn an other wise perfect guy to hurt & sigh
please lord, don't turn your eyes..i'm still trying to recover from 9/11
not the world trade....i mean the number of times that i cried for heaven
to take me...and i pray that my love ones never forsake me...
when i'm dead and gone..hope i'm not wrong...when eternal sleeps overtakes me