WRATH OF TIME
day 1 i hated the disquise,
day 2 the llook in your eyes-
day 3 the rain my lids poured on tainted skies-
day 4 you were a whore and i couldnt live like this anymore-
day 5 i tried-
day 6 you lied-
day 7 i died-when i asked you for the truth and you denied.
in 168 hrs i saw my heart break 168 times.
felt 168,000 tears and 168 flatlines-
but why?maybe feeling out of place-since you wanted it so bad when you saw me did you see his face?is it my place-or his lips that you taste-liven a fantacy of his with my time to waiste-while i tried to hold togeather,what was never-you so clever- made my guilt for failing indevers-
i could feel miniscule- from the ridicule-saying my friends is just jealous when you fed their fuel-
dreams broken down to fragments of a torn heart- you rebuilt to take apart-gold was the way you were treated-gave you what you fiended-took this heart and discarded me what you didnt need it-wishen it was just you and i-held my hands tight wiped my tears that looked like blood when they dried-no time left to buy- i caught you and he- doing what was supposed to be for you and me.you were everything-made me somebody till somebody became godly turned me back to being nobody and nothing.
well be happy now you still my princess-and i reside with my bride emptiness in a voidful exsistence.i wish to god you were mine-but the past cant be taken back and id still be here even if i rewinded the time.