The Emotion

The emotion is like a potion tat overwhelms and makes me wanna die.
Ad when I say I wanna die I do but I'm scared 2 try.
So I cry and I contemplate what 2 do.
There is so much and I look back on what I've done to u.
And I see the one bright spot in my life what you've become.
But then I think again what I've done.
and after hurting you I question if you want 2 stay.
or if cause I lied, you will leave me a stray.
This scared feeling it's so hard 2 understand.
The emotions so strong I want 2 quit, disband
But 'm scared to leave cause so much is open.
I can't quit now the games not quite over.
Butim scared cause the emotion.
Like a poisonous Potion and it hurts my mind and soul
these feelings so strong I cant be consoled,
No you condolences cant help me.
Cause my sunlight might be fading its close 2 dusk or is it dawn
I'm so unsure about my bright spot my sun
I'm afraid,scared, sad can't tell if were done.
SO I have this emotion A deadly potion.
I want 2 stop but she keeps me in motion.
I just want it 2 come
the sun and Never go away.
But she left me for good not another day will
shine my way.

WhytPAC?

show some love let me hear ya

moving peice. good flow. poetic and deep.
good vocab.
check out my ramble.

thanks roux