The third installment of my life starts now
let me go back to late 98 in a small town
the hospital abuzz with floresent lights and sounds
the sweat pouring from my brow as i try to calm down
and after 24 hours the doctor comes out
tells me i can go and see my son now
as i tower over the life i created
i look at Dannielle and say, we finally made it
as i stated that my son looked into my eyes
as if to read my soul to detrmine if im one of the bad guys
but obviously not because he loves me and i love him
my son is born and the third installment begins
its 2003 and theres a war raging over seas
but my son just wants to throw a ball to me
hes only four and id give it all and more to see him happy
but when your 19 years old and you live like your 30
you feel dirty knowing the choices you made aint werking
when you run away at 14 you cant expect to live well
and i cringe inside knowing ill one day go to hell
all alone a child on the mean streets of chicago
the constant nagging in my head, should i stay or should i go
my father left when i was 3 i never seen him but in 2003
he tried to contact me, " hi Ryon its your dad" he sais to me
"im sorry all that i didnt meen" yea, thats why im on the street
resposibility if you didnt want it you shouldena puled out your dick
cuz u fucked to 2 people me and my mom, cuz now im a statistic
ima do right for my son im never gunna leave
no mattr how bad Dani fuckin treats me
but only time will tell whats in store for a 19 yerold father
i shouldent bother cuz his mother will always be a dick gobbler
shes got her mind set on making my life a broken record
shit plays over and over till i cant fuckin stand it any more
her 4 freinds live with her there enuff to turn u gay
4 girls flappin their gums off about everythang everyday
bt all i have to do is sing to my little boy before i die
id get to the second line before i broke down and creid
theres no revelation to the fucked life ive tasted
im at home plate and aint even tuched baseyet
ill prolly be thrown to lucifer cuz my whoe life was wasted
im isolated in a lake of sound, i cant fuckin think
water every where, but not a single drop to drink
the sick irony of my life will leave you breathless
so whether you thug it out, or remain relentless
have a seat and listen to me so i can tell ya
of a fella who had hella impulses to b a killa
but his wild ways were stopped by the birth of his son
and now the squatin and the drugs are done
the third installment of his life has already begun
and the legacy he has built now is in the hands of his son

i had a hook and shit but it fell/ the places where the flow drops is where the emotion made me lose the beat

Peace

uppin

yo another tight verse
thought this was dope and liked how u compared shit really showed contrast
'its 2003 and theres a war raging over seas
but my son just wants to throw a ball to me'
felt ur emotion man

haha Fgee and I are your biggest fans. We pm eachother whenever you drop new shit. Seriously dude, I love it. I always feel everything you're saying as if I'm a lil kid being told a bedtime story. Fuck. Good luck. Keep droppin.

thanx, that meens im doing sumthin right lol, i got another ball rolling right now, werkin on the delevery, i like to hit you hard from the beggining, thanx to my fans ima big fan of your crew but knightshade wont reply to my pm's lol, o well, look for sum future shit by me, ima put a few to audio as soon as i get an edit system

peace

Knightshade doesn't respond to PM's. *shrugs* if you wanna check out some funny shit check out 'why?' in our crew forumn.

I wouldn't mind a vets opinion on my battle with Rtikulate either.

Is there a 4th installment of this rhyme?

this was a nice drop... you brang raw emotion into this piece...

You're a good storyteller duke....

keep up the good work......

yea but its called " you thought you knew me" or sumthin close, basiccly if a verse is being werked out in my head then there will always be nother installment its a never ending story namean?

thanx meta 5 when u gunna drop sumthin, i like to read other cats keystyles too

I already dropped an old joint called "A Soldier's THoughts" in the Open Mic... I'm bout to drop Another Piece that I might make into a Track....

cool, ill peep that

nice.. I was feelin' this 4-real.. man, so many people go through that shit.. I was out at 15 an' just had a son 5 months 2 weeks and 4 days ago... took me awhile to figure that out.. lol.. yo, the emotion in this was the selling point, honestly you were right when you said you lost the beat in emotional parts, 'cause I was gonna comment on the flow until I read that... but serious, that was straight, usually I wont even read somethin that long, but you managed to keep my interest.... peace dawg

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