this isnt a text verse, this is the lyrics to an audio i have done to the Jay Z "Song Cry" beat




From the sperm to the womb, the birth to the doom
All that’s spoken of, all I’ve heard of is gloom
All the earth does is move, keeps spinning and shit
Keep running life’s race but not winning at it
Resisting when my parents made me enter this life
Heard love spoke of once, they never mentioned it twice
Soon I started to see, my heart had to grieve
Became harder to breathe without bacardi and weed
Didn’t like who I was, you blamed my heritage
Hands in cuffs, over lame and petty shit
Think speaking behind my back is the way to settle shit
Don’t have to act like my mom, but the names inherited
I have your love, but it’s not as much as respect
Inside thoughts eclipsed by that lump on your neck
And oh so sudden I check…
the negative thoughts that run through my head
I ask question on life and riddles on fate
But maybe its too little to late

Scribbles jotted over the pages lines
Defines, the crazy times in this shady mind
Embrace these rhymes, not more panic in dream
Now anarchy screams, no flowers no balcony scenes
Smiles and laughter but I’m not happy pretending
This is the first love song without a happy ending

From the beginning to the present I tend to fear
Intentions clear I see that the end is near
Amending tears, must be there’s more to the eye
No more a surprise, tired of boredom from lies
I cast aside feelings the clever detect
Might be under glass ceilings but I’ll never regret
The knife you stab with will sever respect
I find it easy to forgive, but I’ll never forget
Nights together full of love making and sex
Now I hate and regret, that I’m faking respect
My visions clouded, yours tainted with red
Reliving happy memory’s that you make in your head
Do I hear love or hate when we speak on the phone
Always been shallow minded but this deepness has grown
Now I block you out in fear of hurting from pain
Yesterday I loved you, I’m uncertain today
I’m berserk and dismayed, sit on this earth and just blaze
Another joint and close the curtains on fate

Scribbles jotted over the pages lines
Defines, the crazy times in this shady mind
Embrace these rhymes, not more panic in dream
Now anarchy screams, no flowers no balcony scenes
Smiles and laughter but I’m not happy pretending
This is the first love song without a happy ending