i wrote this a long time ago but just tell me whatcha think allright???

My Life through a one-sided mirror
so painful and regretful I can't even feel
Why do I feel so guilty
for things I haven't even done?
This battle of feeling -- has only begun
I may need help
but who, what, when, why, where?
There's no one to go to...
I just sit here and stare
A small square room with blank white walls
that always moans when the His name is called
I look at myself, my hands, my arms, my legs, my feet --
All look so different from what they use to be
The person I am now
wasn't the person I was before
But now since He's gone I take a solemn vow:
To never again allow, someone to take over me
Because Me is the person I should be

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