I was hesitant to let anyone in
those actions are now a consequential sin
as i sit,i stand, i make a decision
which one will be my conclusion
which do i choose i can not decide
which one will i lose which will i set aside

They're both perfect in every single way
i wish both can decide, i wish both would just stay
my heart is torn in two,straight down the middle
my disapointing choices just need to settle
the choice that i make either way lethal
i am now empty practically see through
when saddness arises which one will i run to
i have no clue

my mind at the present is scattered
my heart my soul are nothing but shattered
feels like my insides were painfully battered
making a painful linger as my tears spatter
they fall nonstop as i get sadder

falling

down my face my tears they keep on flowing
out comes my soul almost glowing
blowing.
where my soul stands now not even knowing

away in the wind a lesson learned
where will i go where will i turn
the pain is like fire,so much it burns

why is love a hateful lesson
part of life part of this session
so frustrated i'm full of aggression
so much expection
so sad you see shadows in my facial expression
what do i do with my hearts intentions
when my mind is full of so many confusions
illusions

i don't even know what's right anymore, my visions gone poor
i can't remember my words my mind is soar deep down in the core
where my memories i store

along you both came at the same moment
hitting my heart like cupids love bullet
with both of you at the same time
why isnt love a lawful crime
give me time
to decide what i have in mind
hard to conclude both gentle and kind
who will love me who will leave me behind
on this journey of feelings i ball up in side
so i write with this pen as an internal guide
watching my thoughts pour watching them glide
wondering who will be there who will i confide

Torn between two lovers
as i stand and lay
knowing that deep in my heart is where my love will stay
locked away, far from the others

but yet i am still here
torn between lovers