Day and night I find neither rest nor peace. When I sleep, I am disturbed by tormenting dreams in which I see you, always severe, always grave, always incensed against me. Forgive me then, if I adopt the course of writing to you again.. How can I endure life if I make no effort to ease its sufferings..

Now all is gone... All over with and done. Notwithstanding, I’m still here in front of you..

Eventhough you might be the most abstrusive person in the world, that I could no longer keep track of the logic of each event coming before me, and eventhough you’ve been such a diabolic element to my ego, not even the thought of turning my back on you has ever walked before me.. Not even once. Please don’t ask why, cause I’ve been asking too. Yes, a lot of times. But due to unfortunate circumstances, the answer I’ve been desperately looking for has been interminably imperceptible.

Now my eyes are dry from all the tears I’ve shed. My vision has been locked in this whirlpool of fire- leaving a movie playing in my eyes.. Flaming, flickering and burning throughout my whole vital force, as it covers the measly space where bright radiance should supposedly enter, and that of which I am unable to see. My mind, poisoned with inevitable parathion, has been too unwelcoming towards every gleam of light. My frivolous heart, tired of running and running around in circles..... following you..... chasing you..... grasping for you..... catching you..... guiding you..... comforting you.....

Different shades of every hue flash across my eyes. The beat of every sound enters my ear. Yet all I can see is you. I see no color, not even black nor white. All I can hear is your voice. I hear no tone, I hear no noise.

Doors inside my head have been bolted from within. Yet every drop of flame still made its way through.. They’ve lit millions of candles. They’ve built a path of light. And since I thought it was the only way to get out of this dark hole I’m in, I followed it. I climbed to the light, I walked the distance, I followed the trail. I did arrive at the other side. I did reach the end of the pathway. But what else could I possibly do? To my surprise, it only led me back to you..

I tried to recede, I tried to move away. I looked back but--But the candles were no longer visible....

Now the candles are gone.

There is no more light….

Bleakness has taken its place before me for the nth time.

And all I can see..
..is your face.


sorry bout the paragraph form....just tell me honestly..what u think...

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