trapped in this vaccuum/ tight as a cocoon/
can't get out but i wonder if it will ever end soon/
i wonder if this is penance a purgatori for my wrong doos/
broken hearts and late calls while i chilled up in my room/
misdeception and false hoods that make girls swoon/
like children over cotton candy cause thats what you do/
i'm pulled towards your energy like atoms enroute/
forming molecules to create this world from nothing but fumes/
gases/ a poison that exudes/
grooves of passion groves that make me straight cartoon/
cause now i'm confused/
one minute the thought of you creates a deluge/
of uphoric potent emotions that straight consume/
everything of me till i'm huddled and aloof/
a damn buffoon/
somebody slap me and wake me from this coup/
a war waged by my heart in the blink of an eye i stood/
on the front lines of the congo gettin shot and froze like wood/
my common sense meant nothing/ it was only woulda shoulda could/
i'm a man who ain't supposed to feel anything but his morning wood/
and a shot of ejaculation without no hesitation over your back and eat some food/
but i'm not that dude/ no playa who tries to act crude/
well maybe once or twice but i never would on you/
to me your made of porcelain/ but unlike a doll i can't make you move/
i know this through and through/
my inspiration as an actor i can tell that its my cue/
to leave this in pools/
dredged upon my earth and my insides spooled/
wound tight like rope now i'm hung off the pew/
alone in this world and alone in this view/
that you're the best and worst thing i've come across in this une-/
iverse and this verse is the last one i spue/
till i see you in this big city and till i fall again for you/