The panes of life give light to the darkened shadow casting a glow overhead of the moon
Showers are in the forecast, hopefully it will clear up soon

I stare throught the pains of this window reflecting on what has occured
This mixture of my life has been shaken and stirred

Thoughts sift throught my mind, barely keeping me sane
My window refracting light multiplying the pain

Mirrors blurry to my eyes,through tears I barely can see
Torments never burdened me from others, the pains shed by me

Beauty is said to be my personification, though I see different
Insecurities haunt me my mind negative thoughts remain imminent

Others sometimes surmount my thoughts giving me hope
Stopping me from drowing in depression allowing me to float

Complimentary comments are striven from actions
Though recieved I often wonder if it wasa desired derision or my desires refractions

Happiness is thought to be sought from other souls' kind statements
I seek it in myself though these thoughts remain my encasement

Afraid of the truth, thought glimpses are caught
Clothing no longer can cover, what can not be bought

Staring through the panes I come to the culmination of the pain I face
The happiness which had never existed ca never be replaced

Depressions sets in as I see the darkness overtake my sould
This monstrous stare has begun eating me whole

As the precipitation falls silently screams are muted
Distractions sometimes allow the tears to be diluted

I sit and stare through the panes wondering if I'm able to overcome
Mathematically this lifes equation provides an insurmountable sum

Seen over and over as i stare through the panes
The light is always shining, even through the teary rains

My window allows reflection permitting a future
Though these wounds simply can not be fixed with a thread and a suture

Relfection heeded is more needed if its greeted it saves
Light sometimes refracted still dimly shines on shadowy days

A thought, though is still wanted even if your soul bleeds
It provides new strength for you to overcome such seemingly insurmountable feats

uppin
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