im so fed up with this non cents of people bitch an sayin im'a clown/
when just last year i was the bitches idle an the damn ruler in his town/
were the fuk you think i got my name i aint fuckin playin hear wut im sayin/
you peeps on here are actually pretty cool the people on m block the luven just stopped/
im so greatful my dad dun gotta gun im not just sayin that to for a rhyme im actually serious i'd make my blood run/
im gettin colder every were i go shit i cant even go a bloack wit out shaken/
any1 relaten, prolly not im the only wen in life whos been mistaken/
get dissed almost every 5 minutes so i juz ignore an store the angry energy thats locked inside me/
all becuz i played a girl my worlds flipped up side down my lifes in a whirl pool/
a dog off his leash lookin to retreat an hide away from the beef on the street/
cantagious to gettin jumped fuck been in this town all my life yet people still want me 6 feet deep/
theres no flow to shit im not perfectin it, i got no reason to im just tell ye'all wut im going through/
cuz no1 else seems to really care but i no u do dont so im jus spittin into thin air/
i got no worries or cares on here becuz u cant see my tears ive been waitin to bed for almost 11 years/
rumours are hazerdous got blood flowin out my wriste like the saint lawarence river/
maybe these 100 tylonal pills will help me die a lil quicker/
u dont no me but u can judge me makes sence i stick up for you all an stayed on the phone till u stopped cryin/
all my buddys i made sure theyv realized life not wurth dien/
i cant take my own advice though i dont no why im just craven to get to sky/
see the gates of red no more tears of blood shed, nbo more lien in bed an waitin to never wake up/
i cant stand tough i cant stand tall at all i just had enoght/
people writtin on my lockers vandilizen th shit actin like everys cool they aint lookin like a fool at school/
im just another youth tryin ta do sommen with my self i cant stand still i cant take ridiline for my a.d.d cuz i gotta license to kill my will/
i guess its iight people always on my back but how can i focus ob rap an soccer wen im bein an dissed ranked unpopular/
im'a tell you gow it is bein a loser kid, i wonna bust a jig but who would show up to support this?/
am i really that hazerdous that i cant get out in public wit out somebody sayin u shudda stayed on your mattress an burned ya house an stayed in side with matches/
some how yhey getta kick out'a it but im tired im sore im done cryin im done runnin/
i never was gunnin iwas summin but now im nunnen an lemme tell u it aint even stunnen/
look wut i become another lost son reachen for the gate i no an im prepared to meet my casket/
im the lost sheep in the desert the dirty doll always left in the basket/
normally im dont write shit like this i keep everything inside summin bout tonight looks like a nice night to die...fuck all you haters i'll c you on the other side...

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