had a bad experience and needed some of my emotions to drip off my chest, one of my simpler pieces i neededto let emotions shine...


I'm in a hall of pain and loss supposed to have a ball, but the rain so soft~
penetrates my mental cause in this twisted game i'm caught~
standin in this summer sorm i hold my hands out like a scale~
weighin my girl against my nigga, which one will make me less frail~
my close friend, thought it was dogs before bitches i told you to be slowin the weed~
I loved her nigga but in her instead of me is growin your seed~
you cried for me baby boy, begged for mercy sayin haze blinded ya mind~
bow to god i cant look at you flash the plastic sorry but nows your time~
but shorty you guilty too i thought our love flowed thicker than ink~
New York minutes are too slow i'd end all this shit in a blink~
I sit and i think u gave me love i needed it forever but that plans tossed~
now i'd rather u spendin the same span with your hands crossed~
i drop both of my arms now the scales gone my palms i lash them~
i die in my sleep unable to shake the visions of their momentary passion~
hell is treadin on my dome i realized my thoughts smashed the real~
my boy and my girl before me losin their souls and goin cold steel~
the rain drops catch on their eyes now they resemblin tears~
holdin this piece i consider expiring too but i'm rememberin fear~
nigga i throw you a phony pound baby i kiss your luscious lips with hesitation~
i take a look at your swollen stomach apologize then taste my last respiration~
sinkin to meet my fate what has just happened my father? i asked~
and as he points me to the gates of hell he tells me like the rain, this too should have passed~
1luv.