A mother's new birth leaves reprocussions, an new era for which to grow/
despite multiple discussions, a seed has been raised, but with what to know?/
daddy's gone, skipped out tha minute after post-party conception/
unanswered phones, absent monthly checks despite tha state's intervention/
wait jus' a second...how can tha farmer not tend his crop?/
left with no water, no 'light'...'thirstin' for life, with no 'pop'/
still, times pass, in hindsight we last, tha mind's right but heart's unwilling/
maturin' kinda fast, went from Crayola crayons, boxes of sand..to gun wieldin'/
distributing 'caucasion death' to folks, turnin' coke expenditures to Bently dreams/
rent, he leaves...begins financing property and plenty things/
forget tha typical 'project kid'...tha operation's successful, though Ma objects this/
no more livin' life on loan....they now 'co-lect this'/
in retrospective, things can be so negative you question your senses/
kid remembers so many fit this description in his column in tha 'census'/
never regret this, but his life wasn't so reckless/
being told to 'use your head', but not so when ya want platnum 'neckless'/(necklace)
anyway, and let me stress this, shit's no better than it seems/
sure, tha kid got Bently's now...but he's moved on to G4 dreams/
his before means, of distributing death, is now a nationwide organization/
got more fiends, more contributing partners, but his sensation of pride is complacent/
basement operation, turned high-price firm, but there's a high-price tah learn/
might-be-nice tah earn, but money ain't tha 'root' for nuttin'..there's a high-price to earn/
try, might in turn, expand your worth to great extents, but then again/
serious repremands may not be worth great repent at dividend's end/
unmend-able decisions, wishin' for more legalized stable conditions/
sentenced to a life in prison...from cradle to livin' reminiscin's/