They said it was the worst accident the hospital had ever seen/
They said that i could live on but I'd be silent like Bean/
That i would never get to talk never speak another word/
But what about the people who aint have my voice heard/
What about all the messages that wont be said/
They said what about the pavement that aint painted red/
What about your life that you get to keep on living/
And what about the joy your kid will get getting/
What joy could this guy be really serious/
Acting like he knows what im feeling although mysterious/
Are my real feelings cause i cant even speak no more/
My words cant get out of their house like there was no door/
There's no more verbs or adjectives that ill be sayin/
What about my friends now they cant say "man stop playin"/
Cause i wont be able to even crack a comedy/
But the doc is tellin me ill speak again soul solemly/
He promised me that once again i'd be in the booth/
Why did he lie to me why not just tell me the truth/
Tell me the real things that are going on/
That i really wont be able to have a beat that im flowing on/
He tried to explain to my wife my mouth will get better/
She couldn't take it wanted to leave..So i let her/
Just sat there in silence as he finished the procnosis/
Saying for a while my tougue will be in hypnosis/
So i wrote down how long did he think it would be/
He said "In a few months just be glad that you can see"/
I then wrote what is it im looking at/
Then he pointed at my wife as she gloomly sat/
Hugging my child trying to explain the pain/
That im feeling inside i cant walk through this rain/
I can not take this pain not being able to speak/
Cut short on my journey not hitting my peak/
Not hitting my height just cut short by an accident/
That left my throat and vocal cords slightly inwards bent/
I've now waited 3 years for my voice to come back so i can shock her/
But there was a complication with the surgery a mistake from the doctor/
Now the three months i had to wait becomes a lifetime/
So i turn to this tablet to express my life rhyme/