i break thrugh the hating light a "commercial" success with jaded might~
my smoke fading pipe fools me into sharpening my tongue with a bladed knife~
i say im nice but its a mere ruse of losing my time~
my heart's desire in words stay eluding my mind, refusing to die~
i got the blues in my rib cage holding the pain the world offers daily~
my young baby is the only reason i exist this shit instead of expiring insanely~
but even my personification of ignorant youth has a nigga returning to smoke~
paper burning i tote but when my life is spoken i cant help returning a quote~
im learning to mope but hard times have me lost in a hole~
obstacles are the only things i see now with my eyes off the goal~
im striving for soul but i've reached short here ends my waste of mind~
wade in the shallow pools of regret as i hand you your towel, apologies of wasted time

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