:::.::.::.:Change:.::.::.:::

..::..:::ThugzDoCry:::..::..
What is change?..why do people change?, in certain circomstances?//

(Verse)
..::..:::ThugzDoCry:::..::.:
Tell me lord what it takes just to conquer the pain thats takin my reasonable thinkin over//
The nights i faced the dark sky, and the stars with a feelin o so sober//
Why did u make me open myself to the things that would made me selfdestruct?//
Im stuck, between love and hate, ..right and wrong//
Tears are disturbin my thoughts, i cant see clearly, like im trapped in a world i cant escape//
Multiple surroundins of people sufferd from murder and rape//
U heard of people who are misunderstood,..they want to scream but no one is there to listen//

(Chorus)
..::..:::Bash:::..::.
An Imortal soul Splurge out in every Goal I reach for//
Tears forming a Puddle on the Floor , Like birds cherpin and babys burpin//
My sigh sores threw the wind as if an unforgotin sin//
Traped in the rememberence of all it touched now the trouble begins//
Been through different changes in my Life//
Sometimes I had to Sacrifice different elements//
But there's no replacement//

(Verse II)
..::..:::ThugzDoCry:::..::..
My eyes closed, Im just 18 is it strange i cant place some things that ive been exposed to?//
Is it true, is this it?, cant i go back ne more?, ...//
When im old and a senior, will i than just now what this was what the pain all was for?//
And turnin back time aint an option, to bad if it was i would do it without hassitation//
Maybe i leaned to much on one thing, and filled it up wit mis-interpretation//
I Shud glue to gether the pieces of my heart, start all over again wit a new fresh start//
I was always searchin for tru love and if i found it i want it to be wit me for ever and to stay//
But i figured u let love into my life,gave me feelings i never had, just to take them all away?//
Hopefully i will survive this endless pain thats always inside, would there be a time i didnt ne more have to hide?//
Cuz i dont know if i'm capable, of resistin the pain thats flowdin towards me?,did u build me so i can survive?//
Or shall i carry this pain for ever,and just have to look back at this as just a piece of my life//
Before i leave one question, why did this made such an inpact on my life?//
Made me change in so many ways, ....//
I aint what i used to be, its even could be seen in the way i spend my days//
All i need is one good support, some one who would come to me wit a suggestion//
Before i leave, dear god would u only answer my one real burnin question...//

''Did u just gave me a heart..so it just could be broken afterwords?..''

(Chorus)
..::..:::Bash:::..::.
An Imortal soul Splurge out in every Goal I reach for//
Tears forming a Puddle on the Floor , Like birds cherpin and babys burpin//
My sigh sores threw the wind as if an unforgotin sin//
Traped in the rememberence of all it touched now the trouble begins//
Been through different changes in my Life//
Sometimes I had to Sacrifice different elements//
But there's no replacement//

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