i hate everything everywhere and everyone
i'm unafraid to say it
everything i do unravels and becomes undone
how do i change it

i've never been the type to submit to suicide
painfully proud i refuse help
despite the fact i have to sacrifice to keep pride
my soul is bruised with welps

dangerously close to the brink of disaster
i hold on for dear life
i am my own man destinies master
how long till i see the light

faith is unworthy of this disgraced face
so i hide in unsure shame
hard to tell where this story takes place
and so i take the blame

overdoses of comatose individuals torture my psyche
giving me dark nighmares
how many others out there are just like me
is anybody else this scared