It was cold, The Darkness, held my spiritual Vows
If I have a Guardian Angel, Where the fuck is He Now?
I'm Feeling abandoned, My Words,I Just can't express
He walked out the door, He had no Right to Have left

He left me behind, My Mother was going through Trauma
Shocked..How Do You Make it seem Easy?Leaving That Summer
That Night, Arguements, You were Killing Her,Words Hurt Too
The Words That Came Out Your Mouth,From Your Horrible View
Kept Drilling A Hole of Pain, Inside of Her Heart,built by Love
Realizing What You Did, Like A Coward,Pick Up and Just Run

She May be able to forgive You, But My Heart Bears That Wound
I seem to Hear Your Footsteps,then Fading,Are You Coming Soon?
I wait with anticipation, Confused, Should it Be Joy Or My Hate
If You walk Into That Door, Would It Have been another Mistake
Like What You Said To me, About Having Me, A bit Too Early
Breaking My Heart, A sign Of Things To Come, That Was Surely
The Predecessor, But I Have Gotten Over that Now,You Watch
My Life Gon Be Successful, But What I Really Needed, Was Pops
Because Men Raise men, Show Love To Children,But You Left
The Door Closed, On Our Life, Our Relationship, As Much as I regret
Thinking Upon That Night..It Keeps Resurging with Memories
People get what they deserve,I want an Apology,But Your Laying at the Cemetary

Because You Made The Wrong Deal, Shaking Your Hands With Satan
Livin on A Silver Cloud, Till It became Clear, How Your mistakes were blatant
Too Bad Now...Heaven or Hell, I May Not Ever want to see You again
A Father is There For His Children, But Your Just another Coward and Satan's your friend

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Only God can judge me, Who THE FUCK IS YOU?!