wut tha fuck....how could u do this ta me
how could u be there 1 minute n the next minute jus leave
i loved only u and i gave u my heart
but u played me out and ripped it apart
my minds goin crazy,my emotions are being stirred
and tha fact that u was my first jus makes this shit worse
i don undastand wut went wrong,but tha pain,it jus hurts
i don no wut to do so your name i jus curse
and ta think....all tha shit i ever did for you
paid ya rent, bought u clothes but i was jus bein used
u used me for ass and u used me for money
and tha fucked up thing is....u find this shit funny
cuz when u left me u jus laughed in my face while i cried
and when u walked out that door,my soul it jus died
i never thought....u would hurt me so much
but i was blinded from tha truth by your touch
i showed u love and u showed me nuttin but fake compassion
and i blamed it on tha drugs when u started flippin out n lashin
i should have stayed gone that time u clocked me n we started to
fite
but like an idiot i showed back at your house lata dat same nite
i told u i loved u and apoligized even tho i did nuttin wrong
untill i met u i thought i was strong
and even tho i hate your guts....i wish u werent gone

--a empy bottle of vodka,a knife in my hand
--i wanna still live but wit out u i jus cant....
----the hole rooms spinnin....i cant feel my body nomore
----and i finally feel my pain leaking out wit my blood on tha floor..

peoples i left feed back to
BaaaaaD day(keystyle):~LyRiCaL-JeZuS~
some shit:billy
Sunset Avenue:LA 4LYFE

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